by Amanda Depew

As I look out my window at this world which seems
As though...
It’s never really learned of my existance
(Maybe ’cause I’ve lived in the shadows for all my life)
I doubt everything I thought was true
I doubt almost everyone who ever said they gave the slightest shit about me
I don’t see a purpose in my own existance any longer
I don’t see a meaning...
No one could ever care for something like me
I seem to find myself causing everyone else’s misery
Maybe it’s from them having to look upon my horrid face
Or just from the fact that they know inside...
I was God’s only mistake

Amanda Depew is “nothing special... just someone who means nothing at all...” This is her first submission to the GothPunk.com(Munity).